Just sitting here going down memory lane, reading messages and posts. Hadn't really posted much here in nearly 20 years and the only thing I can think is that I was so cringey that it's embarrassing to read through now, but can't change the past. Young and dumb. I apologize. I miss those that I was close to and sadly it seems that there's no way to get into contact with the vast majority of them anymore. Thanks for keeping the site alive after all these years. I hope everyone is doing well.
of course, the biggest helper to that was realizing i'm a failure as a boy and a treasure as a girl :3
i mean. SAME? lol
i mostly mean i wish i could go back with the knowledge i have now. i feel like i wasted a lot of opportunities, didn't taken advantage of the spaces and freedom i had. too worried about being cringe. now i dont worry at all have over 1k followers on instagram, almost 1k on youtube, and all from me just stop giving a **** in a positive way
I miss the grassroots culture of some aspects of gaming - particularly fighting games. I miss following local tournaments and scenes - where things weren't about monteization as much, but about prestige.
Arcade culture is something that is deeply missed on my part. COVID was the death knell it seems.
I miss the grassroots culture of some aspects of gaming - particularly fighting games. I miss following local tournaments and scenes - where things weren't about monteization as much, but about prestige.
Arcade culture is something that is deeply missed on my part. COVID was the death knell it seems.
I miss my arcade sometimes. My job now is so much more stable and low-stress than running an arcade in a failing mall, but I'm proud of the business I had when I had it.
I think my favorite thing I did was getting Tekken 6 before most of the rest of the country had it. New Yorkers were complaining on the Tekken forums that "someplace in bum**** Wisconsin has it before we do?!" and I had people coming from neighboring States to play it. Good times.
I decided to take the plunge and dive into the Discord. I see a long list of some good-looking people there! If you ain't in there or active, that's fine, just know you're missed.
I took a gander at the member list to see who's been online recently and in the past 2 years I'm happy to see so many folks listed. Now, I'm going attempt to be super active on this board like it's 2004 all over again. I'm pushing myself to make a post a day, whether it be a new topic or a reply. I don't wanna treat this place like my own personal blog, though, so I'm really hoping that people see this stuff and start posting. That also means I'm gonna be necro-posting, going through all the old threads (already did it with the pets one) and commenting, so, fair warning.
What's on my mind?
Life is cool. It's challenging at times, it's fun, it might not be nonstop thrills and surprises but it's always steady. Back in January, I left a pretty great career with a large home improvement retailer (I can't tell you which one, but it rhymes with Gnome Repo) not entirely of my own volition. They had this downsizing, thousands of people left their jobs. Luckily, I move quick, and I got a new job within 2 weeks, moved over to banking. It's been pretty eye-opening how few people have got things together.
Y'all, if I can give you unsolicited advice, it's this: get your money together in a good place. I'm sure that there are many of us that are struggling, living paycheck to paycheck, or aren't secured for the future. It's scary. I hope nobody out there is drowning like the dozens of people I talk with every day. If you are in a situation that you can budget, please please please do so. Heck, chat with me on Discord, I'll help you do it. I got customers in their 30s and 40s that are constantly negative on their accounts, I got 90+ year old people that their only income is $800 a month in Social Security, and I got people in their 20s maxing out credit cards, getting hit with hundreds of dollars in overdraft charges, and really crashing their life early on.
I'm not a wizard, but if you're struggling and it's something you might potentially be able to budget out from underneath, let me know, I'd love to chat and help.
Aaaaaaaanyway. Yeah, that's my post for the day. Much love to y'all. I'm gonna try to do community game nights in the Discord, and I hope to see you all there. Later taters!
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