Fei-on has short again, just like old times...

Fei-on Castor · 11-10-2006, 11:48 PM

And I hate it. I was ugly before with long hair, and this seems to have enhanced my ugliness. I got about 30 something pics of me tonight, and there are only two that I am willing to show you.

I'm okay with this one because you can't see the fatness of my chin, and the fatness of the rest of my face is somewhat obscured by the flash. I know my eyes are closed, but it's the only one that came out without showing off how freaking bad I look.

As far as I'm concerned, this is the best pic of me taken in a while. No fatness or ugliness at all! Just a guitar and the top of my head while wearing my favorite hat.

I cut my hair short about a month ago, and I've been trying to get a good pic of me ever since. I've taken several sets of pics every few days, and haven't found one that I'm willing to let you all see, so tonight, I and some friends took about 30 something pics of me, hoping to find one that I'd show another person, and only those two made the cut.

I took only one picture of my friend Nick.

And it turned out great because Nick doesn't have a ridiculously pronounced double chin like I do. Plus the orange cobweb decoration hair really brings it together.

I expect some negative comments on these pics because the folks at VGC are known with being honest, even when tact and sensitivity ought to be employed. But please don't be too harsh; I really am self-concious about my appearance, and I'm trying really hard to lose weight.

I actually have lost about 25 pounds, but I look (and feel) the exact same. Still fat and still unattractive, which is rather disappointing. I don't know how much I'll have to lose before my neck area starts to get skinny again, but I'm gonna keep avoiding the foods I like to eat, and keep running until I'm miserable and tired everyday until I look non-ugly again. I'm not trying to look hot or anything, just non-ugly. It seems a much more attainable goal.

EDIT - For those of you who don't know, as recently as last month, my hair was like this:

I really miss my long hair. I wish I hadn't cut it, but my girlfriend says she likes it better short like this.

Veiraza · 11-11-2006, 01:58 AM

Can you sit in a rocking chair outside on a porch by a log cabin?

nice photos. Though I do agree you look better with the hair length from previous photos.

Fate · 11-11-2006, 07:17 AM

You look waaaaay different from last time. Unless I'm confusing you with someone else.

On second thought, the first picture is the one that looks closest to last time.

Lord of Spam · 11-11-2006, 08:40 AM

I think most people still think of meth fei.

Fei-on Castor · 11-11-2006, 09:33 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lord of Spam

I think most people still think of meth fei.

You're probably right. And that's fine. I'd rather be associated with the fact that I have used meth than the fact that I'm overweight.

Omni · 11-11-2006, 09:47 AM

Hey, after Panic posted his pictures, why would you even be worried about your appearance?

Xero · 11-11-2006, 03:09 PM

More like after El Adric posted his

Anyways, looking good fei-on

bazariah · 11-11-2006, 05:29 PM

dude the hairs looking good

it brings a smile to my face

Lord of Spam · 11-11-2006, 08:05 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fei-on Castor

You're probably right. And that's fine. I'd rather be associated with the fact that I have used meth than the fact that I'm overweight.

I just meant the thinner look that you had when you first posted pics. I remember when you first posted the nonmethusing pics I was like "who the **** is this guy, and wheres fei?"

Lord of Spam lol

Fei-on Castor · 11-11-2006, 09:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lord of Spam

I just meant the thinner look that you had when you first posted pics. I remember when you first posted the nonmethusing pics I was like "who the **** is this guy, and wheres fei?"

Lord of Spam lol

Yeah, I'd always write "Feion" at the bottom of my posts. I've stopped doing that here, but in a few other forums I still do. A lot of the reason I'd do that is because my user name at the time was "feioncastor" and I was letting people know to call me "Feion" and not "feioncastor" because the "castor" is supposed to be a surname.

I've gained a lot of weight since I stopped doing meth. I'm almost to where I was when I started doing it. I've been trying to lose weight the legit way, and it's super hard. It's WAYYYYYYY harder than quitting drugs. I just have terrible eating habits, and I always have. It didn't matter when I was younger because my metabolism was sky-high, but then around 15, it dropped dramatically and around 17, I started using, and then around 19, I quit. So now I'm all big again. It sucks. I miss my lean body. And I wasn't one of those sickly looking scrawny tweekers, either. I was lean and sleek looking, not all skin-and-bone like some people get. I wasn't muscular, but I was more satisfied with my body then. Way more satisfied.

Mattrick · 11-12-2006, 11:43 PM

since when was october/november haircut season? everyone I know with long hair seems to be cutting it lately.

WILLETH FOR MONTHS · 11-14-2006, 06:36 PM

I'm not. But then again, my hair is neither short or long. I bought a hairband today and it only served to make me look more ridiculous.

11-10-2006, 11:48 PM	#1
Fei-on Castor Isn't around often... Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Arizona, USA Posts: 2,609	Fei-on has short again, just like old times... And I hate it. I was ugly before with long hair, and this seems to have enhanced my ugliness. I got about 30 something pics of me tonight, and there are only two that I am willing to show you. I'm okay with this one because you can't see the fatness of my chin, and the fatness of the rest of my face is somewhat obscured by the flash. I know my eyes are closed, but it's the only one that came out without showing off how freaking bad I look. As far as I'm concerned, this is the best pic of me taken in a while. No fatness or ugliness at all! Just a guitar and the top of my head while wearing my favorite hat. I cut my hair short about a month ago, and I've been trying to get a good pic of me ever since. I've taken several sets of pics every few days, and haven't found one that I'm willing to let you all see, so tonight, I and some friends took about 30 something pics of me, hoping to find one that I'd show another person, and only those two made the cut. I took only one picture of my friend Nick. And it turned out great because Nick doesn't have a ridiculously pronounced double chin like I do. Plus the orange cobweb decoration hair really brings it together. I expect some negative comments on these pics because the folks at VGC are known with being honest, even when tact and sensitivity ought to be employed. But please don't be too harsh; I really am self-concious about my appearance, and I'm trying really hard to lose weight. I actually have lost about 25 pounds, but I look (and feel) the exact same. Still fat and still unattractive, which is rather disappointing. I don't know how much I'll have to lose before my neck area starts to get skinny again, but I'm gonna keep avoiding the foods I like to eat, and keep running until I'm miserable and tired everyday until I look non-ugly again. I'm not trying to look hot or anything, just non-ugly. It seems a much more attainable goal. EDIT - For those of you who don't know, as recently as last month, my hair was like this: I really miss my long hair. I wish I hadn't cut it, but my girlfriend says she likes it better short like this. __________________ No reason to have a sig. Don't you agree? Most definitely.

11-11-2006, 01:58 AM	#2
Veiraza An Angry Hoard of Whores. Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Dubai, UAE. Posts: 37	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... Can you sit in a rocking chair outside on a porch by a log cabin? nice photos. Though I do agree you look better with the hair length from previous photos. __________________

11-11-2006, 07:17 AM	#3
Fate is not a critic Join Date: Jul 2002 Location: Austin Posts: 6,935	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... You look waaaaay different from last time. Unless I'm confusing you with someone else. On second thought, the first picture is the one that looks closest to last time.

11-11-2006, 08:40 AM	#4
Lord of Spam grim gram glim glam Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: FREEDO Posts: 6,472	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... I think most people still think of meth fei. __________________ glammin' it up untill vamp returns.

11-11-2006, 09:47 AM	#6
Omni ~kErO kReW~ Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Keron Posts: 8,964	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... Hey, after Panic posted his pictures, why would you even be worried about your appearance? __________________

11-11-2006, 03:09 PM	#7
Xero Gentleman Join Date: May 2004 Location: Montreal, Canada Posts: 8,075	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... More like after El Adric posted his Anyways, looking good fei-on __________________ [sigpic] [/sigpic]

11-11-2006, 05:29 PM	#8
bazariah old schooler Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: dartford, the scummy outer region of london Posts: 4,685	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... dude the hairs looking good it brings a smile to my face __________________ [SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]

11-12-2006, 11:43 PM	#11
Mattrick not so hyper anymore Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: AZ Posts: 3,919	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... since when was october/november haircut season? everyone I know with long hair seems to be cutting it lately.

11-14-2006, 06:36 PM	#12
WILLETH FOR MONTHS FOORRRGE! Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: Subrosia, UK Posts: 5,881	Re: Fei-on has short again, just like old times... I'm not. But then again, my hair is neither short or long. I bought a hairband today and it only served to make me look more ridiculous.

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