Why was I targeted?

There has been someone going around posing as me and telling everyone I want to kill myself. So why was I targeted?



UneedHELPloser13 (12:18:59 AM): Hi. Are you there?
Psirenn (12:19:08 AM): you are?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:19:16 AM): poison
Psirenn (12:19:22 AM): you are?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:19:22 AM): new sn
Psirenn (12:19:33 AM): And you are?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:19:57 AM): poison
UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:00 AM): listen
UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:02 AM): I need your help
Psirenn (12:20:06 AM): who are you?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:12 AM): poison
UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:14 AM): you stole my name
UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:18 AM): I am the original
Psirenn (12:20:25 AM): eh?
Psirenn (12:20:35 AM): what are you talking about?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:46 AM): I feel like commiting suicide
UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:50 AM): can you help?
Psirenn (12:21:03 AM): whats wrong?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:21:16 AM): I got dumped
Psirenn (12:21:28 AM): thats not to end of the world
UneedHELPloser13 (12:21:40 AM): to me it i
UneedHELPloser13 (12:21:42 AM): is*
Psirenn (12:21:43 AM): why?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:21:48 AM): I feel like overdosing
Psirenn (12:22:05 AM): firs of all, how much did you love her?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:22:24 AM): she was the meaning of my existance
UneedHELPloser13 (12:22:33 AM): and now I feel worthless
UneedHELPloser13 (12:22:38 AM): .......Worthless
Psirenn (12:22:40 AM): but you loved her right?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:22:47 AM): more than anything in the world
Psirenn (12:22:56 AM): then you should be happy for her
UneedHELPloser13 (12:23:23 AM): why
Psirenn (12:23:42 AM): well, there must be a reason she drumped you right?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:23:58 AM): cheated on me
Psirenn (12:24:01 AM): oh
Psirenn (12:24:04 AM): one of those
UneedHELPloser13 (12:24:16 AM): I walked in on her
UneedHELPloser13 (12:24:21 AM): and 2 dudes were doing her
UneedHELPloser13 (12:24:34 AM): that I have never seen
Psirenn (12:24:40 AM): well man, get a new gf
UneedHELPloser13 (12:24:40 AM): and she told me it was over right there
UneedHELPloser13 (12:24:51 AM): and we had been dating for like 4 years
UneedHELPloser13 (12:24:58 AM): and now I feel like dying
Psirenn (12:25:03 AM): why will you kill yourself over your gf is she cheated on you?

Psirenn (12:25:12 AM): its ok
Psirenn (12:25:14 AM): thats normal
UneedHELPloser13 (12:25:18 AM): because I LOVE HER
Psirenn (12:25:19 AM): is she your first gf?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:25:25 AM): no
UneedHELPloser13 (12:25:29 AM): but she will be my last
Psirenn (12:25:39 AM): thats what everyone thinks
UneedHELPloser13 (12:25:45 AM): becuase I am seriously thinking about overdosing on drugs and then overdosing on alchohal
Psirenn (12:25:46 AM): trust me, there will be another
Psirenn (12:25:58 AM): wait
Psirenn (12:26:04 AM): how did you get this sn?
Psirenn (12:26:08 AM): from the clan forum?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:26:13 AM): yea
Psirenn (12:26:24 AM): and who are you in the forum?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:26:44 AM): noone important
Psirenn (12:26:50 AM): it ddoesnt matter
Psirenn (12:26:54 AM): tell me
UneedHELPloser13 (12:26:56 AM): friend of some people but my account is like a noob
Psirenn (12:27:03 AM): and dont think of yourself as no one important
UneedHELPloser13 (12:27:09 AM): I am worthless
Psirenn (12:27:29 AM): i dont know you as a person
Psirenn (12:27:34 AM): but your young
UneedHELPloser13 (12:27:40 AM): I am The Dishwasher
Psirenn (12:27:40 AM): you have a future ahead of you
Psirenn (12:27:46 AM): =\
UneedHELPloser13 (12:28:18 AM): not really^
UneedHELPloser13 (12:28:24 AM): everything is gone now
Psirenn (12:28:32 AM): so your gf was everything?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:28:36 AM): yes
UneedHELPloser13 (12:28:53 AM): do you hate me or something?
Psirenn (12:29:00 AM): no
UneedHELPloser13 (12:29:00 AM): because it seems like everyone did
Psirenn (12:29:03 AM): i dont know you as a person
UneedHELPloser13 (12:29:09 AM): oh ok
UneedHELPloser13 (12:29:54 AM): ah
UneedHELPloser13 (12:29:57 AM): this is pointless
Psirenn (12:30:03 AM): why?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:30:06 AM): I am just going to end it
Psirenn (12:30:08 AM): why id it pointless
UneedHELPloser13 (12:30:12 AM): then we all have nothing to worry about
Psirenn (12:30:16 AM): well
Psirenn (12:30:22 AM): there is the pain of death
UneedHELPloser13 (12:30:40 AM): rather experiance that then live any longer
Psirenn (12:30:47 AM): you know
Psirenn (12:30:52 AM): why dont you call your gf?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:30:57 AM): no
Psirenn (12:31:00 AM): tell her how bad you feel
Psirenn (12:31:01 AM): no?
Psirenn (12:31:04 AM): you hate her?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:31:09 AM): I tried
UneedHELPloser13 (12:31:15 AM): she wont answer
UneedHELPloser13 (12:31:17 AM): its pointless
UneedHELPloser13 (12:31:20 AM): look
UneedHELPloser13 (12:31:28 AM): I am sorry for wasting your time
Psirenn (12:31:31 AM): no
Psirenn (12:31:33 AM): wait
Psirenn (12:31:41 AM): what do you mean she wont answer?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:31:54 AM): wont pick up her cell
Psirenn (12:32:01 AM): oh
Psirenn (12:32:05 AM): call her house??
UneedHELPloser13 (12:32:16 AM): no
UneedHELPloser13 (12:32:20 AM): I have tried
Psirenn (12:32:20 AM): why not?
Psirenn (12:32:22 AM): oh
UneedHELPloser13 (12:32:23 AM): wont answer
UneedHELPloser13 (12:32:25 AM): she hates me
Psirenn (12:32:28 AM): then why dont you go over her house?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:32:29 AM): for no reason
UneedHELPloser13 (12:32:39 AM): and she absolutly loved me for the passed 3 years
UneedHELPloser13 (12:32:43 AM): it doesnt make sense
Psirenn (12:33:00 AM): why would she cheat on you?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:33:07 AM): I dont know
Psirenn (12:33:10 AM): maybe you didnt forfill her needs
UneedHELPloser13 (12:33:10 AM): :'(
Psirenn (12:33:12 AM): =\
UneedHELPloser13 (12:33:17 AM): it was random
UneedHELPloser13 (12:33:24 AM): hmm
Psirenn (12:33:27 AM): = (
Psirenn (12:33:31 AM): cheating is not random
UneedHELPloser13 (12:33:37 AM): maybe thats just showing how worthless I am
Psirenn (12:33:40 AM): maybe she thought you cheated on her
UneedHELPloser13 (12:33:55 AM): no
UneedHELPloser13 (12:34:01 AM): dont know why she would
UneedHELPloser13 (12:34:06 AM): its ok.
Psirenn (12:34:08 AM): oh
UneedHELPloser13 (12:34:10 AM): she wont ever come back
UneedHELPloser13 (12:34:24 AM): maybe she will realize how much damage she has done once I am gone
Psirenn (12:34:36 AM): oh
UneedHELPloser13 (12:35:40 AM): so yea
Psirenn (12:35:44 AM): so yea
UneedHELPloser13 (12:35:47 AM): sorry for wasting your life
Psirenn (12:35:49 AM): how do you plan to kill yourself?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:35:53 AM): heh
UneedHELPloser13 (12:35:58 AM): pills and alchohal
Psirenn (12:36:04 AM): what pills?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:36:05 AM): lots
Psirenn (12:36:08 AM): =\
UneedHELPloser13 (12:36:17 AM): antibiotics, pain killers, sedetives
UneedHELPloser13 (12:36:23 AM): and lots of whisky
Psirenn (12:36:24 AM): oh
Psirenn (12:36:37 AM): how would you manage that?>
UneedHELPloser13 (12:37:01 AM): take like 25 pills and down it all with whisky
UneedHELPloser13 (12:37:06 AM): and repeat
UneedHELPloser13 (12:37:09 AM): till I die,
UneedHELPloser13 (12:37:15 AM): and then they find my body
Psirenn (12:37:18 AM): 25 pills wont fit down your thoat
UneedHELPloser13 (12:37:33 AM): not at once
Psirenn (12:37:35 AM): why dont you jump from a high place?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:37:42 AM): are you just trying to stall me?
Psirenn (12:37:50 AM): yes
Psirenn (12:37:53 AM): yes i am
UneedHELPloser13 (12:37:58 AM): well at least your honest
Psirenn (12:38:02 AM): whats wrong with me trying to helpy ou?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:38:06 AM): ok I guess I will do it
UneedHELPloser13 (12:38:08 AM): I am ready
Psirenn (12:38:13 AM): ready?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:38:17 AM): sorry but its over for me
UneedHELPloser13 (12:38:25 AM): ready to die
Psirenn (12:38:26 AM): so you know, i'm not really sure if your doing this or not
Psirenn (12:38:38 AM): just know that im worried now
UneedHELPloser13 (12:38:43 AM): oh
UneedHELPloser13 (12:38:47 AM): sorry for worrying you
Psirenn (12:38:51 AM): i'm not sure if your doing this as a prank or not
UneedHELPloser13 (12:38:55 AM): didnt mean to really make you worry
Psirenn (12:38:57 AM): after all, if you are, it worked
Psirenn (12:38:59 AM): im worried
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:08 AM): just dont worry about it
Psirenn (12:39:11 AM): nah
Psirenn (12:39:14 AM): its like i cant
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:14 AM): ill just get it over with
Psirenn (12:39:20 AM): how?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:21 AM): you wont remember in a month
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:24 AM): because
Psirenn (12:39:25 AM): killing yourself is not the way
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:27 AM): I dont matter
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:32 AM): there is no way
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:35 AM): thats the problem
Psirenn (12:39:42 AM): thats the thing
Psirenn (12:39:44 AM): there is a way
UneedHELPloser13 (12:39:49 AM): THEN WHAT IS!!!!!!????
Psirenn (12:39:50 AM): your just not thinking clearly
Psirenn (12:39:59 AM): kick the guys ***
Psirenn (12:40:05 AM): bet it would make you feel better
UneedHELPloser13 (12:40:06 AM): no
UneedHELPloser13 (12:40:13 AM): nobody will suffer on my behalf
Psirenn (12:40:18 AM): oh
Psirenn (12:40:21 AM): why not?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:40:22 AM): If I kill myself it will be for the best
Psirenn (12:40:31 AM): what about your mom?
Psirenn (12:40:33 AM): or dad?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:40:34 AM): everybody will be better off
Psirenn (12:40:35 AM): family?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:40:40 AM): and my ex will not have to worry
Psirenn (12:40:50 AM): dont she mom cry endlessly?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:40:51 AM): my mom doesnt care about me and my dad is in jail
Psirenn (12:41:00 AM): your mom doesnt care?
Psirenn (12:41:03 AM): thats hard to believe
UneedHELPloser13 (12:41:03 AM): so basically I am worthless
UneedHELPloser13 (12:41:10 AM): yea she ran away and left me with my dad
Psirenn (12:41:11 AM): not worthless
UneedHELPloser13 (12:41:15 AM): I have no idea where she is
Psirenn (12:41:22 AM): if you have nothing left, join a church
UneedHELPloser13 (12:41:27 AM): I am 23 and on my own
UneedHELPloser13 (12:41:36 AM): my only family is my aunt
UneedHELPloser13 (12:41:43 AM): and she can deal with my death
Psirenn (12:41:43 AM): then tell her
Psirenn (12:41:48 AM): why>
UneedHELPloser13 (12:41:57 AM): no
UneedHELPloser13 (12:42:05 AM): like I said
Psirenn (12:42:06 AM): why dont?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:42:08 AM): it would be best if I die
Psirenn (12:42:09 AM): like you said that?
Psirenn (12:42:14 AM): thats what you think
UneedHELPloser13 (12:42:16 AM): people would benifit from it
Psirenn (12:42:23 AM): but are you sure your thinking right?
UneedHELPloser13 (12:42:26 AM): so I am going to go
UneedHELPloser13 (12:42:33 AM): I dont know
Psirenn (12:42:36 AM): i mean your sad, and when your sad, you think differently
UneedHELPloser13 (12:42:37 AM): but I have to make a choice
Psirenn (12:42:42 AM): why dont you rest for the night
UneedHELPloser13 (12:42:46 AM): and I am sick of fighting myself and living in pain
Psirenn (12:42:49 AM): and thinking about it in the morning
UneedHELPloser13 (12:43:00 AM): I think I will just get it over that way I dont have to worry about anything tomarrow
Psirenn (12:43:33 AM): you know, if you think you HAVE to die, then you would of done it long time ago
Psirenn (12:43:41 AM): there is a part of you that doesnt want to die
UneedHELPloser13 (12:43:48 AM): I know
Psirenn (12:43:49 AM): so why dont you just not die?
Psirenn (12:43:53 AM): everyone has 1 life
UneedHELPloser13 (12:43:56 AM): but I want to die
Psirenn (12:43:57 AM): dont waste yours
UneedHELPloser13 (12:44:04 AM): I want to end this
Psirenn (12:44:10 AM): geing to hell for killing yourself is not the way
UneedHELPloser13 (12:44:11 AM): this pain and constant agony
Psirenn (12:44:19 AM): be a man
UneedHELPloser13 (12:44:19 AM): I AM IN HELL
Psirenn (12:44:21 AM): take the pain
Psirenn (12:44:25 AM): makes your stronger
UneedHELPloser13 (12:44:26 AM): I AM LIVING IN A LIVING HELL
UneedHELPloser13 (12:44:31 AM): no
Psirenn (12:44:36 AM): yes
UneedHELPloser13 (12:44:45 AM): sorry
UneedHELPloser13 (12:44:51 AM): this is going nowhere
Psirenn (12:44:57 AM): well
UneedHELPloser13 (12:45:16 AM): sorry for getting you hooked
Psirenn (12:45:20 AM): np
UneedHELPloser13 (12:45:23 AM): you are the first one who really did care about me
UneedHELPloser13 (12:45:27 AM): and I just met you
Psirenn (12:45:27 AM): oh
UneedHELPloser13 (12:45:36 AM): kinda funny how things turn out
Psirenn (12:45:38 AM): antmanmadness didnt care?
Psirenn (12:45:45 AM): =\
UneedHELPloser13 (12:45:47 AM): if there is an afterlife, I will remember you
UneedHELPloser13 (12:47:13 AM): bye.
UneedHELPloser13 signed off at 12:47:41 AM.

You big softy you.

I probably would have ignored him after this point: "UneedHELPloser13 (12:20:46 AM): I feel like commiting suicide"

Whoever the fag is bugged me too. He said he was Poison, I knew it wasn't him...told him what a fag he was then haven't heard from him since...wonder who it is...?

Same story with me.

UneedHELPloser13 (9:10:08 PM): Hi. Are you there?
h7per (9:10:18 PM): hello
UneedHELPloser13 (9:10:52 PM): Its poison
UneedHELPloser13 (9:10:54 PM): new sn
h7per (9:10:58 PM): oh.
h7per (9:11:05 PM): your new sn sucks
UneedHELPloser13 (9:11:28 PM): thx
h7per (9:11:32 PM): np:-*
UneedHELPloser13 (9:11:48 PM): listen
h7per (9:11:50 PM): too many words.
UneedHELPloser13 (9:11:51 PM): I need your help
h7per (9:11:54 PM): with?
UneedHELPloser13 (9:12:07 PM): Im in a mild state of depression
h7per (9:12:28 PM): your s/n shows that, mr. mychemicalromance.
UneedHELPloser13 (9:12:40 PM): I
UneedHELPloser13 (9:12:47 PM): am......thinking about
UneedHELPloser13 (9:12:49 PM): suicide
h7per (9:13:13 PM): anyone who is stupid enough to think about ending their own lives deserves to :-)
UneedHELPloser13 (9:13:20 PM): I just got dumped....
UneedHELPloser13 (9:13:24 PM): and I feel worthless
UneedHELPloser13 (9:13:28 PM): I might do it.
UneedHELPloser13 (9:13:33 PM): I might overdose
h7per (9:13:57 PM): tell your girlfriend that she needs to come over, then do that right in front of her
UneedHELPloser13 (9:14:06 PM): heh
UneedHELPloser13 (9:14:14 PM): if she listened to me I wouldnt be doing it
UneedHELPloser13 (9:14:14 PM): but
UneedHELPloser13 (9:14:22 PM): I feel that I am worthless so I might as well die
h7per (9:15:01 PM): there'll be other girls
UneedHELPloser13 (9:15:12 PM): no there wont
UneedHELPloser13 (9:15:16 PM): I am useless
h7per (9:15:16 PM): yes, there will
UneedHELPloser13 (9:15:21 PM): no point
h7per (9:15:32 PM): by the way
UneedHELPloser13 (9:15:35 PM): nobody cares so whats the point of living
h7per (9:15:43 PM): I've used this trick many timse in the past :-)
h7per (9:15:46 PM): *times
UneedHELPloser13 (9:15:52 PM): what trick?
UneedHELPloser13 (9:16:33 PM): I am serious
h7per (9:16:42 PM): mmhmm
h7per (9:17:13 PM): well, if you are
h7per (9:17:17 PM): (serious)
h7per (9:17:21 PM): I can't help you
UneedHELPloser13 (9:17:30 PM): oh
h7per (9:17:44 PM): just know that you'll never experience anything else in life in the future that you would want to if you did end it now
h7per (9:17:57 PM): you'll miss out on a lot.
UneedHELPloser13 (9:18:20 PM): who cares?
UneedHELPloser13 (9:18:30 PM): why live life through pain
h7per (9:19:12 PM): you'll be over her in no time, plus, you always have your family
UneedHELPloser13 (9:19:29 PM): they dont care about me
h7per (9:19:38 PM): yes, they do. end.

Hah, I have had my AIM turned off. Wonder if I will get any?


EDIT: You know what, reminds me, about a month ago I had some n00b IM me saying he was going to commit suicide. He said he was from VGC too. A month later he says he is joining the Marines. LOL

I hate people who joke around about commiting suicide. I had a friend who commited suicide and yes I do realize he was stupid to do it but I just hate when people joke around about it.

Someone had a lot of time on their hands. And a bad sense of humor.

That's terrible. The heck would someone want to kill themself for? Unless you were public enemy #1 to every single human being on earth or any living thing, Even with that there is still no real reason for it.

It's probably someone who has nothing better to do then make someone feel sorry for himself. "I'm gonna kill myself cause my gawdess dumped me SOBSOB!!". Freaking hell...