You know what I see when I look at the sky?
A cage.
I can seem to only ever think about how life is so retarded.
I mean were born and then we spend our whole life waiting.
Think about it.
waiting for class to be over.
waiting for lunch.
waiting for a tv show
waiting to get a test
waiting for that one show to be on
waiting to go to sleep
waiting for your friend to come pick you up
waiting for the week to be over
waiting for that concert next in two weeks
waiting to get your license
waiting to turn 18
waiting to turn 21
waiting to find that special someone
waiting to have kids
waiting to grow old
I feel like we're always waiting to die.
But I mean what else can we do?
we're not really given a choice.
We are all trapped.
Is there anyone real out there?
Your childhood really does affect who you are as a person.
The media doesn't show us what's really happening.
We're all sheltered little bastards.
Things that I used to enjoy now bring me a bitter cold sense of nothingness.
Everything you know could be gone... just like that.
Have you ever had a deep 4 hour conversation about everything with someone? It relieves more stress than you could ever imagine.
Why do I see the world differently than others?
why do we complain about problems, but then never do anything to fix them.
Have you ever actually took a step outside of yourself and looked at your own life?
I don't believe in ***
But...This can't just all randomly exist can it?
I think people made up religion because they're scared there being nothing after death.
I remember sitting in class...looking at all the other kids and thinking...
Has it even hit them that they're gonna die someday?
Or do they think that this just goes on forever?
Am I alone in this place?
Have you ever just thought about things?
Nothing makes sense. Think about it.
Or not it doesn't really matter to me.
Anything we say on these boards isn't gonna matter because we're all gonna die.
I mean I'm grateful I'm alive. But if I'm just gonna die what was the point of even living?
My mind is my own worst enemy.
School is a joke.
I mean they don't really even teach you anything.
School doesn't prepare you for life.
It prepares you for the social part.
when we were younger being different didn't matter.
we all played on the same playground laughing together.
But then that turned into treating eachother differently because of stereotypes, cliques, racism.
Now everyones gotta be the strongest, the coolest, the best at this, the best at that. Gotta be a gangster gotta be an emo kid gotta be what's cool.
Why does it matter?
Eveyone just does things to fit in I don't care what you ****in say
Even if you try to be different there's a whole group of people doing that too.
So either way you lose.
How about music? All that seems to be mainstream these days is "omg check us out we all have emo hair and we don't eat food"
It's just an image people effin eh.
But all the kids wanna be emo cuz if your emo your like totally hot and your automatically a rebel and ****. **** you.
But the funny thing is. IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER.
**** people! **** everyone!
**** Society! **** religion!
**** The World!
Everyone just needs to smoke a bowl and open up their ****ing eyes.
If you read all this I'm sorry you had to waste your time.
oh and p.s. **** you
that was truly horrible.
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I liked your post, man.
I say live for the good times. Make life a little better for the people around you and for yourself. Better yourself everyday. Spread the [color=pink]LOVE! Appreciate every moment instead of waiting for something else to happen.[/color]
Kid, and I say this loosely-
You're a ****ing dumbass!
Not Coro' or JS, the other cat..
And Ant's almost as old as my dropped nuts, so take another wild guess.
Life is what you make of it, and build on to it, and take from it.
If you go about it like an Ant looking to the heavens, then you will just live out your days as a ****ing Ant. Feeling miniscule as **** and worthless to no end. Day in and day out. Work your *** off to the bone, be miserable living foot to mouth, pay check to pay check. If that's all you look forward to, the small bull**** and nonsense that usually racks the nerves and drives us towards cussing out old people and shooting up libraries full of kids and soccer moms. Then you are truly wasting your time and every one elses around you. The world will not wait for those of us that would rather have nothing better to do than ***** and whine and moan about how pathetic they think their own life is because their post-pubescent minds have yet to figure how to formulate and relate or identify with the rest of the world, and they just brood and loom in their own feelings of individuality of indifference and insecurity. You and only you are responsible for your own hindrance.
Have a good time, live by the faith whatever it may be (because for some that just gives them the extra push needed to keep moving forward).
Looking forward to the ages 18 and 21 are a small paramount that quickly lose luster shortly after achievement. Sex is a bargain operation, give in to get a little or push harder to get some of the best in your life.
Work is something you have to often work even harder for to find that one job that truly fits your needs and aspirations and personal limitations and tastes. Go to school as often and as long as only necessary to get yourself to where you feel you need to be in your own skin.
Me, I'm going back into training. Been out of the military for 5 years now, going for more to become a civi' cop because that's what I really like doing.. acting like I care about people, a paid *******; saving lives, helping the innocent, protecting the lesser mortals, serving the community- whatever you go about it.
In reality, I actually do care about other people.. no matter how much they **** me off. I will still lift a finger to lend a hand. And in some small amount that keeps me happy enough. Knowing I made some one elses life a little bit safer and easier even at the cost of burdening myself.. like Superman with a chip on his shoulder.
P.s. Eat a dick.. I've faced death NUMEROUS times already. Whether it be at my own hands, a substance in a bottle, the end of the barrel from another man's gun, or a car careening through traffic to cross paths with my own self. I embraced it each time knowing I was capable of doing more in this world but was ready to go at any time given. I'm not afraid of it, I don't question it, and I certainly do not hesitate or sit idly by to allow it if I can help myself to surpass it.
P.S.S. I really hate Ewoks.. and Willow.. midgets in costumes period, they creep me out man.
[quote=coromoro;947921][COLOR=limegreen]I liked your post, man.
I say live for the good times. Make life a little better for the people around you and for yourself. Better yourself everyday. Spread the [COLOR=pink]LOVE![/COLOR] Appreciate every moment instead of waiting for something else to happen.[/COLOR]
Does "better them than me" mean anything?
Obvious troll. I remember when I used to have little "revelations" like this though. High school was cute.
[quote]But if I'm just gonna die what was the point of even living?
Because life is a wonderful opportunity to serve God's will, duh. Plus when you die you go to heaven to hang out with Jesus! Fuuuck yeah!
**** yeah, Jesus is ****ing awesome!!
And while we're on the subject, UNICORNS FTW!!!
I'd love to know what Raptor was like in 9th grade.
JUST DANCE IT WILL BE OKAY
this is an eye opener. open you're eyes people to the world around you
I'll open my is eyes
thanks, time to jump off a bridge.
or stop reading ****ty posts. i can't decide!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a8-YDogNN4
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Thanks Speedy, now I've lost my will to live..
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You should be dead.
hahaha wow
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thanks friends. I read all your posts and took all you've said into consideration.
oh wait... this is the internet.
So I really don't give a ****.
You know what's really fun?
****ing with people.
egging someone on the sidewalk from a moving car is orgasmic.
just think. That old guy you splattered with an egg might go home and kill his wife and children tonight, just because that one little push.
YOU'RE SO EDGY IT'S BORDERLINE XxXTREME BRAH!
My joke
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Your head.
*claps for the athiest*