LOOK AT WHAT I HAVE BECOME!




Posted by ExoXile

[IMG]http://img73.imageshack.us/img73/3568/dsc00275copyme8.png[/IMG]

A LONELY, UNSHAVED MAN.
That takes pictures of himself with a cellphone.




Posted by Arcadios

What happened to your polished golden hair? :(

in b4 downward spiral [spoiler]ANTI-SPIRAL[/spoiler]




Posted by ExoXile

I joined the spiral.




Posted by Arcadios

I did....and moved on to smaller and more inferior things.




Posted by Demonizer

Come Exo, JOIN ME IN THE SPIRAL!!!




Posted by ExoXile

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Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

Nice chin fluff faget.




Posted by Roger Smith

Oh man exo, look how dull your horns have become.

:(




Posted by ExoXile

I am a drunk man.
And a lost man.
G'night.




Posted by Lord of Spam

1)Drink for 40 days and 40 nights
2)forget problems
3)???
4)PROFIT!




Posted by ExoXile

Too bad stopping it would probably lead you to commit suicide.




Posted by Lord of Spam

a year from now you're gonna find this thread and punch yourself in the face for being a moron.

trust me, just stop talking about it lol




Posted by Dexter

Lord of Spam makes a good point. This will make you stronger though, right?

I say you run away to somewhere obscure and start a new life as a fisherman.




Posted by ExoXile

Haha, yeah.
You're all probably right.


A year from now seems distant though.
Bleeh.




Posted by Ant


Quoting Dexter: I say you run away to somewhere obscure and start a new life as a fisherman.


LOL, YES!



Posted by Lord of Spam


Quoting Dexter: Lord of Spam makes a good point. This will make you stronger though, right?

I say you run away to somewhere obscure and start a new life as a fisherman.


I wouldnt say do anything drastic. just hang out with friends and go about your daily bs like always. eventually you'll be reminded less and less until you just dont give a **** anymore.



Posted by Borealis

What exactly is going the **** on?




Posted by Roger Smith

Don't remind Xile, plz.




Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

ExoXile's long-distance relationship didn't work out - surprise surprise.




Posted by Ant

lol, you cheeky bastard.




Posted by Dexter

If girls don't get adequate attention, they shut down. They get lonely, and battling the distance takes too much energy out of them. Immediate attention. Physical attention.




Posted by Dark Bulb 4.3

It happens. Hope that in one month you don't want to kill anything, I think I went through some depression first, then a long anger phase that went into a stage of fear and sadness. Then after a while, it was all better :) What dexter said




Posted by Lord of Spam


Quoting Dark Bulb 4.3: It happens. Hope that in one month you don't want to kill anything, I think I went through some depression first, then a long anger phase that went into a stage of fear and sadness. Then after a while, it was all better :) What dexter said


Sounds about what I went through, lol



Posted by ExoXile

Anxiety **** started before she left me.
It has degraded me to a fine vegetable.

What she did was just another thing.
She really was my world, but, whatever.

The anxiety probably got worse, I don't even know anymore.

Mentally ill? **** yeah.




Posted by Dark Bulb 4.3

[quote=Lord of Spam;843764]Sounds about what I went through, lol

yea, maybe when you hope for too much, everything sort of slaps your face in the worst possible way :(

[quote=ExoXile;843888]Anxiety **** started before she left me.
It has degraded me to a fine vegetable.

What she did was just another thing.
She really was my world, but, whatever.

The anxiety probably got worse, I don't even know anymore.

Mentally ill? **** yeah.

I'm scared to ask wha happen




Posted by ExoXile

Breathing problems evolved into something like "lol, what is this world and I."

Idk if it's cause I'm a deep thinker, or defected at birth.
Hoping for the first one, if it is I have a chance to take back my life. Hoooray.

I'm probably good at feeling sorry for myself, too.
Which isn't going to help.

The mind can play some pretty severe tricks though.
So hopefully it's just something temporary.

Don't worry, I won't become an hero. :)
Too eas




Posted by Roger Smith

[QUOTE=ExoXile;843897]
Don't worry, I won't become an hero. :)
Too eas




Posted by ExoXile

That, and taking your own life is, imo, idiocy.
I have had thoughts of it, but it's so against what I believe so I wouldn't do it.

Cause you know, we're all going there some day anyway.

I TELL YOU WHAT THOUGH, SLEEPING LESS THAN 5 HOURS FOR WEEKS REALLY TAKES ON YOU, LUL.




Posted by Slade

Sounds like you're having several problems now... I'd start with getting more sleep. Not sleeping enough affects everything else.

hang in thurr exo




Posted by ExoXile

I have at least 4 an a half dreams that I can remember from last night.
That must mean I don't get much deep sleep. -_-=(




Posted by Dark Bulb 4.3

Masturbate




Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

I don't know if Bulb was joking or not, but seriously. Jerk it. If you're anything like me, all your crazy sexual feeling wash away after you've done the deed. Makes it easier to think clearly.




Posted by ExoXile


Hey gais, back working.
Building foundations for wind turbines.

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Posted by ExoXile

Haha, oh man.
LOOK AT WHAT SHE CHOSE NOT TO HAVE!
[spoiler]='([/spoiler]




Posted by Dexter

You'd make a good Scarecrow.




Posted by ExoXile

Definitely.




Posted by The Judge

In that picture you look almost exactly like a guy named Win[COLOR="black"]s[/COLOR]ton in my history class.

Someone remind me why that name's censored?




Posted by Arcadios

idk wasen't the town where Jesse's from censored or something?




Posted by ExoXile

@Judge: I bet ******* don't have a cool hat and ear protection!




Posted by Dexter


Quoting Arcadios: idk wasen't the town where Jesse's from censored or something?


That's right. *******, Oregon.



Posted by Pit

Why don't you get a girl in your area. You know, they look good, and you're not bad looking yourself. Develop some self esteem, faggot.




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire

Didn't read the thread but I heard your gal broke up with you. hahaha, jeez




Posted by ExoXile

It's cool, that's like Vamp's sensitive side.

<3 u too Vamp.


[IMG]http://img209.imageshack.us/img209/1948/dsc00325dh7.jpg[/IMG]
Another day, another photo.




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire

grow a huge beard.




Posted by Ant

he's such a scruffy looking fellow.

instead of a big beard, grow a bushy mustace. and work as a janitor for a delivery company.




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire

now that his gal has dumped him that's pretty much all he can expect of himself.




Posted by ExoXile

Building foundations for wind turbines, hello?
Omigush, my psycho thing that's going on kills me worse than her right now. :-*


Work pics:

[IMG]http://img213.imageshack.us/img213/4807/pict0109vv3.jpg[/IMG]
Nice sunset, hehu.

[IMG]http://img375.imageshack.us/img375/8687/pict0105wk9.jpg[/IMG]
Scenery. (And already existing windturbines.)

[IMG]http://img81.imageshack.us/img81/5018/pict0103cj7.jpg[/IMG]
Cement pump.

[IMG]http://img213.imageshack.us/img213/2120/pict0095ev0.jpg[/IMG]
More windturbines.

[IMG]http://img375.imageshack.us/img375/2420/pict0093pb1.jpg[/IMG]
Cement pump and windturbine hole, horay.



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The cement mixers were late so we ended up working for 14 hours...
Fun times.




Posted by Ant

I'd be nice to work outside like that. Have a feeling it also makes time go by a lot faster while working.




Posted by Slade

You're saving the world!


Quoted post: I'd be nice to work outside like that. Have a feeling it also makes time go by a lot faster while working.

I'm not a big fan of working around huge trucks or machinery or anything, but stuff like clearing brush in the woods does go fast and it's almost fun.



Posted by cool gamer dad

Yeah, heavy machinery sorta scares me. As do chainsaws. :[


Looking pretty good there Exo buddy!




Posted by Dexter

Stop encouraging his behavior. He's starting to put all his emotions into his work. This isn't healthy. Recall the story of Jack Campbell.




Posted by Ant

don't chainsaw yourself, exoxile.




Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

BETONG PUMPAR

hehehehe




Posted by ExoXile

I have no emotion left, really.
So don't worry, I as I have no emotion left whatever one you need to kill yourself isn't there, either. lol


My nose is sunburnt so I will now proceed to dip it in cold water, hehu.




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire

***, who woulda thought you'd be such a ***** about a girl dumping you.




Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

Yeah, gotta second Vamp on this one. I have a girlfriend of two years or so who I see every day of my life, and while I'd be real bummed if we separated, I wouldn't take every moment as an opportunity to lament about love lost. And I sure as hell wouldn't say I was DEVOID OF EMOTION. If you really want her back, you need start acting the opposite of what you're like now.




Posted by ExoXile

I know.

As I said, whatever I've got is not because of her.
It never was, it probably cost us our relationship though.
The unreal/breathing obsession/whatever/11 million other symptoms, started way before her leaving me.

So all in all, yeah, it pretty much felt like she killed me when she broke up.
But now? nuh.

That she won't talk to me bothers me, but it's nothing compared to the other ****.

I'm pretty proud over myself that I can ****ing get up at 5am in the morning and work for 10 hours every day.


That she decided to leave me is her loss, really.

Once I get out of this ****--which I will, I'll get a big assed Swedish chick and we can go bumpin' ugly in a tent instead.

I'll be careful not to fall in love again though, makes everything complicated.





:)




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire


Quoted post: That she decided to leave me is her loss, really.


This thread says otherwise.



Posted by ExoXile

You say otherwise, dip ****.

Also drunk say spomethings you mean and ome thngs you don't.




Posted by cool gamer dad

dude, you should like

find something you really enjoy doing and get super good at it. Then you won't even care anymore because you'll be all "man I'm so cool because i'm really successful in the ______________ department and I don't even need my gal PSSSSHH".

Compensation.




Posted by ExoXile

Oh my [COLOR=silver]go[/COLOR]d.[spoiler]even though I don't have one and no on else either.[/spoiler]



She is [SIZE=7]not[/SIZE] the reason.
She is a [SIZE=7]part[SIZE=2].
The reason is something I don't [SIZE=7]KNOW[SIZE=2] of, jeez.


Everyone's kewl but Vamp's like, wow. [SIZE=7]WOW[/SIZE].


Now I'm off to fap drunkenly on my Wii, g'night, awesome world.

[/SIZE][/SIZE][/SIZE][/SIZE]




Posted by Roger Smith


Quoting ExoXile:
but Vamp's like, HAHAHAHA OH WOW. [SIZE=7]OH WOW[/SIZE].





Fix'd that fer ya xile.



Posted by Dexter


Quoting cats: dude, you should like

find something you really enjoy doing and get super good at it. Then you won't even care anymore because you'll be all "man I'm so cool because i'm really successful in the ______________ department and I don't even need my gal PSSSSHH".

Compensation.


I took up diabolo and now I am an exceptionally egotistically womanizingly composed man. Like Alfie, I don't need long-term.

Oh wait...



Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

[quote=ExoXile;845741]BIG LETTERS POST[SIZE=7][SIZE=2][SIZE=7][SIZE=2]
[/SIZE][/SIZE][/SIZE][/SIZE]
I really wish I could FUUUUUUUUCK edit this. C'mon, it's embarrassing.




Posted by ExoXile

I was drunk, I have a valid excuse.




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire


Quoted post: You say otherwise, dip ****.


No, you do. See:


Quoted post: As I said, whatever I've got is not because of her.
It never was, it probably cost us our relationship though.
The unreal/breathing obsession/whatever/11 million other symptoms, started way before her leaving me.

So all in all, yeah, it pretty much felt like she killed me when she broke up.
But now? nuh.


Yeah.



Posted by Shade

Come on, stop antagonizing the guy.




Posted by ExoXile

Wait, what?
That doesn't even make sense Vamp.

But whatever, yes, her leaving me was a real blow, but in the end she's missing out.




Posted by Arcadios

Meh, blow all your money on a trip to vegas in one of the slots.
Then raid the place with a blazing ****storm of bullets with X and vamp.

It'll make you feel better.




Posted by ExoXile

[IMG]http://img230.imageshack.us/img230/1900/dsc00340au8.jpg[/IMG]
YAAAY, even more work camwhoring.

--
Got my little brother over, playing some Mario Galaxy, 's fun, too.




Posted by ExoXile

[IMG]http://img225.imageshack.us/img225/6888/dsc00365no1.jpg[/IMG]
Sup gais?
Had to squint because, believe it or not, the sun was like a thousand suns.
Even though the picture does not show, hehu.




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire


Quoted post: That doesn't even make sense Vamp.


Sure it does. You're all like "HER LOSS" then you go on to talk about all these problems you have et cetera. Makes perfect sense.



Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

So THIS is how pedophiles are made.




Posted by ExoXile

[quote=Vampiro V. Empire;846140]Sure it does. You're all like "HER LOSS" then you go on to talk about all these problems you have et cetera. Makes perfect sense.
About how I had problems previous to her dumping me, yeah.
I am not denying that it took on me really hard, and I still miss her.
Nothing's fuking wrong with that.

I was stupid enough to fall in love with her, and a lot, too.
I am taking the blow, but the **** I've got beside her is almost worse.

And that she's missing out? Haha, yeah, she is.
I might not be all that, but Sweden freaking is in the summer.
And I'm not too bad, either.

So yeah, we're both missing out, in my point of view she's missing out on a lot more than just me. :)

Stop *****ing about it.


Also, X, ew.




Posted by ExoXile

Haircut and looking at least 3 years younger!:

[IMG]http://img229.imageshack.us/img229/3782/dsc00388pa6.jpg[/IMG]

Sowwy for double post.




Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

An improvement!




Posted by ExoXile

New phone, better cam etc...
So here's soom pics of my apartment!(again...?)


[CENTER]
[IMG]http://img81.imageshack.us/img81/8831/image010dx9.jpg[/IMG]
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Livin' room, with Wiimotes and a TV remote, lol.


[IMG]http://img359.imageshack.us/img359/5636/image009ds1.jpg[/IMG]
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Some kind of diagonal view of my living room, and old computer desk.


[IMG]http://img367.imageshack.us/img367/7527/image008el7.jpg[/IMG]
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Bed, which has not experienced lovings... YET!


[IMG]http://img100.imageshack.us/img100/3857/image006uu6.jpg[/IMG]
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New computer desk, along with the table again, speaker, etc...


[IMG]http://img389.imageshack.us/img389/3503/image005hz1.jpg[/IMG]
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Hueg windows view, and whatever you call that.... cat tree.


[IMG]http://img394.imageshack.us/img394/8307/image002dq8.jpg[/IMG]
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Catt tre--Oh wait, cat.


[/CENTER]
[CENTER][IMG]http://img81.imageshack.us/img81/3811/image007ag6.jpg[/IMG]

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Kitchan. (COFFEE BREWER, **** YEAH.)


[IMG]http://img100.imageshack.us/img100/3319/image000el3.jpg[/IMG]
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And me, I haven't changed much in a few days.



[LEFT]The apartment was also cleaned today, so I feel good about myself.

[/LEFT]


[/CENTER]




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire

apartment looks way nicer than I remember.




Posted by BLUNTMASTER X

I like how everything is in the one room. Awesome!




Posted by ExoXile

With one room and one kitchen there isn't much to choose between!(Unless you want to sleep in th kitchen, which me friends are forced to do, hehu.)
But that's what makes it so charming~


@Vamp: I believe I had some rather ****ty photos when you saw it the first time, but yeah, it's not too bad.
I need new wallpapers though, which I get for free, since they were bad when I moved in. :cool:



No one noticed the hueg block of original PS next to me Wii? :D




Posted by The Judge

I like how this thread went almost instantly from you being depressed and everyone caring to you going nuts and everyone mocking you to you being defensive and everyone saying your baaaawing to everything's cool check out my apartment hey man that's awesome looks nice.

I am Cormag, N[COLOR="black"]ig[/COLOR]gerslayer. I butter my toast with Ni[COLOR="black"]g[/COLOR]gerblood. Global Warming is a myth.




Posted by ExoXile

[quote=The Judge;849498]I like how this thread went almost instantly from you being depressed and everyone caring to you going nuts and everyone mocking you to you being defensive and everyone saying your baaaawing to everything's cool check out my apartment hey man that's awesome looks nice.
I can feel my anger building up right now, brace yourselves for the future.
Not really.

However I have noticed I get ****ed pretty quickly right now, so I guess it's different stages I'm going through, huh.:big_bird:

Gotta love having it all and losing more. :cool:


[quote]
I am Cormag, N[COLOR=black]ig[/COLOR]gerslayer. I butter my toast with Ni[COLOR=black]g[/COLOR]gerblood. Global Warming is a myth.
Wish I could rep you.

And global warming is indeed, a myth.




Posted by cool gamer dad

Looks way better now. I'd almost live there.


Gonna get an Xbox?




Posted by Roger Smith

Who's the dude in judge's sig. He looks like a skinhead who wants to rape me.




Posted by ExoXile

Shnur, Russian rapist.
Whose name is similar to that of our word for "snot"-"snor."[IMG]http://vgchat.com/images/icons/icon14.gif[/IMG]


Also @Cat:Me and my friend's planning on it, so it's possible.
Two paying for one ewbox is better than one!




Posted by ExoXile

[IMG]http://img65.imageshack.us/img65/6081/image000cc2.png[/IMG]

Going to the bar, wanna join in?