and then the next month he was like "lol jk" :s :s :s
but if that is you
very nice! :cool:
Mass Grave Aesthetics
“What matter the victims, provided the gesture is beautiful?
What matters the death of vague human beings,
If thereby the individual affirms himself???Laurent Tailhade
The black Idol emerges as a silver lining in a dust cloud of death,
Eerie parallel tongues and the piping of heaven
The culture of transgression is mine and my descent
Makes me ascend in a repugnant swirl?
Sic volo,
Sic jubeo,
Stat pro ratione voluntas
The black Idol fills the veil of flesh with noxious smoke,
Depicting primal human experiences indifferently,
Contemptuous of moral concerns, dehumanized
The howling of wolves and the destructive sword are portions of Eternity,
Too great for the eyes of merely a man?
Transcendence of thresholds occurs with violence
And will for Vice is like the mind’s dark radiance
Which blinds and of which I’m dying
Corruption is the spiritual cancer reigning in the depths of things
And it fills until the last cell of my vivid being
Dissolution and putrefaction, prevailing Aesthetic experience,
The splendor of the obscene and inhuman;
For what matters the death of a vague human beings
If thereby the individual affirms himself?
Violence exists I the moment when the eye turns upwards into the head,
When inversion is complete and total
The darkness of the upturned eye is not the absence of light
But the process of seeing being taken to its limit
That thorough derangement of the senses,
Way beyond the deceptive conflict between darkness and light
Opens perceptions to the tyranny of the Chekhinah?
Si non credideritis,
Non inteligetis
The dimension of ethereal totalitarianism discloses itself
And takes possession of the quintessential human soul
Like a nail hammered through most tender flesh
Aeons separate the one whose eyes have seen through the night of the spirit
The king, the Lord of hosts, draped in terrifying magnificence
From the gleaming clot of trembling vermin
If a faith and a belief aren’t nurtured by the moist of blood
They do not grow, nor do they live
It is at the magnitude of daily murders, massacres and mass graves
That we do measure the propagation of our faith
Hearken and recognize, that hideous carrion
Legs in the air, like a whore ?displayed, indifferent to the last
A belly slick with lethal sweat and swollen with foul gas?
This is you, nourishing
The grand Mass Grave Aesthetics!
Diabolus Absconditus
"Death is the most terrible of all things; and to maintain its works is what requires the greatest of all strength." - Hegel
Would it all be absurd? Or might it make some kind of sense? I've mad myself sick wondering about it. I awake in the morning - just the way millions do, millions of boys, girls, infants and old men, their slumber dissipated forever... These millions, those slumbers have no meaning. A hidden meaning? Hidden, yes, "obviously"! But if nothing has any meaning, there's no point in my doing anything. I'll beg off. I'll use any deceitful means to get out of it, in the end I'll have to let go and sell myself to meaninglessness, nonsense: that is man's killer, the one who tortures and kills, not a glimmer of hope left. But if there is a meaning? Today I don't know what it is. Tomorrow? Tomorrow, who can tell me? Am I going to find out what it is? No, I can't conceive of any "meaning" other than "my" anguish, and as for that, I know all about it. And for the time being: nonsense. Monsieur Nonsense is writing and understands that he is mad. It's atrocious. But his madness, this meaninglessness - how "serious" it has become all of a sudden! - might that indeed be "meaningful"? My life has only a meaning insofar as I lack one: oh, but let me be mad! Make something of all this he who is able to, understand it he who is dying, and there the living self is, knowing not why, it's teeth chattering in the lashing wind: the immensity, the night engulfs it and, all on purpose, that living self is there just in order... "not to know". But as for God? God, if he knew, would be a swine. He would entirely grasp the idead... but what would there be of the human about him? Beyond, beyond everything... And yet farther, and even farther still... HIMSELF, in an ecstasy, above emptiness...
Cognitive activity: God comes to be known in ways that originate in God solely
God is nothing if He is not, in every sense, the surpassing of God:
in the sense of common everyday being, in the sense of dread,
horror and impurity, and, finally, in the sense of nothing...
He is mystery, indeed he is the absolute mystery
Divine disclosure is in direct proportion
To the degree of divine concealment
Intensification of revelation equals
To increasing of God's hiddenness
Descent of the Deus Absconditus
Vere tu es Deus Absconditus
The unreservedly open spirit - open to death, to torment, to joy -, the open spirit, open and dying, suffering and dying and happy, stands in a certain veiled light: that light is divine. And the cry that breaks from a twisted mouth may perhaps twist him who utters it, but what he speaks is an immense alleluia, flung into endless silence, and lost there.
Shall my only victory be available in conscience?
Why is absence the proof, when I demand palpable presence?
There is enough light to enlighten the elect and enough darkness to humble them.
There is enough darkness to blind the reprobate and enough clarity to condemn them,
And make them without excuse.
Our perception is subject to the fissure of concupiscence
Woestruck am I realising that the light cast on this
Chiaroscuro world is partial and selective
Division, election and predestination
Enabled by grace or left to one's own device...
Anguish is only sovereign absolute. The sovereign is a king no more: it dwells in low-biding in big cities. It knits itself up in silence, obscurring its sorrow. Crouching thick-wrapped, there it waits, lies waiting for the advent of Him who shall strike a general terror; but meanwhile and even so sorrow scornfully mocks at all that comes to pass, and all there is.
From very high above a kind of stillness swept down unpon me and froze me
It was as though I were borne aloft in a flight of headless and unbodied angels
Shaped rom the broad swooping of wings, but it was simpler than that.
I became unhappy and felt painfully forsaken, as one is when in the presence of God.
She was seated, she held one leg stuck up in the air, to open her crack
Yet wider she used fingers to draw the folds of skin apart.
And so her "old rag and ruin" loured at me, hairy and pink,
Just as full of life as some loathsome squid.
"Why", I stammered in a subdued tone, "Why are you doing that?"
"You can see for yourself", she said, "I'm God".
No use laying it all up to irony when I say of here that she is God. But God figured as a public whore and gone crazy - that, viewed through the optic of "philosophy", makes no sense at all. I don't mind having sorrow derided if derided it has to be, he only will grasp me aright whose heart holds a wound that is an incurable wound, who never, for anything, in any way, would be cured of it... And what man, if so wounded, would ever be willing to "die" of any other hurt?
If there is nothing that surpasses our powers and our understanding,
If we do not acknowledge something greater than ourselves,
Greater than we are despite ourselves,
Something which at all costs must not be,
Then we do not reach the insensate moment towards we strive
With all this is in our power and which at the same time
We exert with all our power to stave off.
I can utter no word, O my God, unless I be permitted by Thee,
And can move in no direction until I obtain Thy sanction.
It is Thou, O my God, Who hast called me into being through the power
Of Thy might, and hast endued me with Thy grace to manifest Thy cause.
The act whereby being - existence - is bestowed upon us is an unbearable surpassing of being, an act no less unbearable than that of dying. And since, in death, being is take away from us at the same time it is given to us, we must seek for it in the feeling of dying, in those unbearable moments when it seems to us that we are dying because the existence in us, during these interludes, exists through nothing but a sustaining and ruinous excess, when the fullness of horror and that of joy coincide.
As I waited for annihilation, all that subsisted in me
Seemed to me to be the dross over which man's life tarries...
"Diabolus Absconditus": the conjunction of intellect in psychotropic-altered
senses supported by insinsted and archaic sounds.
Disbelief.
Wait so which way do you swing?
Either you're really hot, or thats your really hot girlfriend. Either way I like!
He's a man.
I refuse to believe it.
ITT: I clear up confusion...
http://vgchat.com/showthread.php?t=19404
Hey omni stop posting your sister's pix i don't think she'd like it.
You should, like, write VGCer screennames on your forehead and take more photos. And pose with your CD collection. That'd be neat.
sigh, another girl hotter than me. commence jealousy, etc etc
It until proven otherwise.
What a great variety of poses.
ITT: I make comparisons
http://vgchat.com/showpost.php?p=512426&postcount=119
Hey, your gf doesn't mind you posting photos of her?
Cool.
WHAT
THIS CANNOT BE
seriously, no one here will believe you're female
this is like trying to pull a miso; everyone knows miso is secretly male, but plays it up as a female.
Yeah, it would be the same thing if I brought it up first and I didn't have at least one credible person who's talked to me before.
MMORPG = Mostly men online, role playing girls.
VGC = MMORPG now I guess?
[QUOTE=S
See, you're too much of an *** to be female.
Trigger's an exception to this, she's an ***, but at least she's logical about it.
[QUOTE=Stalolin;735069]See, you're too much of an *** to be female.
Hey, I'm actually a very nice person if I'm talking to people I like.
Oh, I know that, but you're a complete *** to everyone else.
it's like you're back in high school or something
I'm glad you did this, because everytime I read one of your posts I just pictured your brother with curly blonde hair.
/r/ pix of you and your brother with SLADE'S REALLY COOL written on your faces. that would make up for any wrong you could ever do to me in the future
[quote=S
I like rape books.
can't believe this. I will not.
Nice GF Omni!
Looks like Shade and I were right!
Nice girlfirend, Omni. She's very cute.
post bathtub picz lol!
lol I still don't believe it.
nice shirt
Ur kinda piretty. Not my type you know but i'd talk to u opn the phone or somethking if i had your number. I don't like talking to omin though cause he
sounds like a nerd.
this is judge drunk btw. enjoy it, cause it won't happen probably ever again.
You're a girl? ...I didn't know that. Well, you're pretty, I'll give you that.
NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERDSSSSS
spoilers: omni's sister is 13.
do want?
idk, never seen her before. might want?
"omni" has pretty good lips for sucking the cock. just thought I'd throw that out there :cookie:
did I say "sucking cock"? I meant to do the :3 face. You should consider doing that "omni"
You some kind of communist?
I meant, of course, some kind of Catholic. My apologies.
Remember Sabredog pretended to be a girl?
Years ago I capitalised on Xenos and Khaos pulling this **** by having a revelation session of my own. Gender field changed to female, font changed to pink, anime girl avatar. ****, you guys are gullible/horny.
Not gullible, just horny and wishful thinking.
lol i'm totally gonna score on vgc
Big Boss did!
[QUOTE=S
Its obviously not him so who is she?
You said, "Oh, it'll be me." like, like, there was no question and it'd be easily proven.
I STILL UNBELIEVE
hawt anywayz
lol wait what about the time when Junior Senior sent that picture of Panic to Omni? Wasn't Omni in that picture? lol
lol he's pulling a goldendexter and i'm surprised no one's mentioned that :s you guys remember when dexter was a guy at first and then put pics of his sister up as him and everyone was and then the next month he was like "lol jk" :s :s :s
but if that is you
very nice! :cool:
And a Xenos, and a Mis0, and a....
Hey guys, I'm actually male. Man, I kept that secret for a long time.
Yup, we believe you.
just cause you have a penis doesn't make you a man
Yeah, there's also dick girls after all.
in b4 linko.
he does a search for d[COLOR="Lime"]i[/COLOR]ckgirls. much like iris and her own name.
[QUOTE=S
You know what I mean. He's making it seem like he's writing the great american novel or something.
[QUOTE=S
When you've got no argument, I assume the only cop-out is to exit with a cheap shot about grammar on a post made in passing? I don't proof read my normal posts, nor do I use firefox for spelling. Learn how to argue.
Huh, you made a joke, so I responded with an equally serious statement. It escalated into an argument when you replied just now. Go back to the Sim Battle board. It's the only place where you stand out.
You should use Firefox for spelling, it's pretty nifty.
edit: de ninja
you know solrok. . . grammar and use of words in context kind of sorta in a little bit DOES reflect on your writing. Solrok's so quick to fight, but never really pays attention to criticisms about his/her/its rhetoric. It's quite annoying. Is that like if, in a sim battle, I said
"I shoot your pre-pubescent, 2-dimensional attempt at a GIRL in the FACE with a HUGE GUN that KILLS her until she's DEAD" and you respond with "See, you have no fight in you. I win by default because I'm better than you. Superfluous language and a few attempts at fellating my own ego. I do a little Chun-Li dance and yell 'Yatta' and make a few comma splices and crap. I win."
You see, this method of attack you use in debate probably wouldn't fly in sim battle. And your novel probably sucks. Probably.
trouble in paradise?
Suddenly, Klarth's friends -1
am I the only one who thought the girl pictured looked "alright"? I mean. . . ya know, she's . . . she's alright. Get some sleep?
Also, Lunair, there's no apostrophe in 'Nazism'.
[QUOTE=S
That's a rather fetching colour!
A bit of advice, Lunairetic, when some one brings up sim battling in an argument, either ignore it or change subjects completely. :(
Omni's only allowed to act intellectual in music threads.
It's color. Learn how to speak American, idiot.
MORTAL COMBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT
k*
I hate that game. At least do something a little more classy. ;/
GUILTY GEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR
GUILTY GEAR SOOOOOOOOOOOOOLID
MMMMMMMMMMMELEE
Guilty Gear needs XBOX 360 EMULATION now. Along with CVS2. Then I could sell my originalbox.
I noticed Omni changed his MSN display picture to this girl. HEY BUDDY THIS HAS GONE FAR ENOUGH OKAY
New Guilty Gear is coming out for Xbox. Too bad its not the actual fighting game, eh? And why the hell does Wii get Accent Core? FRC's are like two seconds long on Wii remote.
Accent Core > Non-fightan GG
Is it wrong that my first thought was '****, if Accent Core was on the 360, I could have achievements'? :(
My first thought was "****ty dpad"
Virtua Fighter 5's being released with an arcade stick though.
OH JEEZ OMNI I'M SORRY WE EVEN TURNED YOUR COMING-OUT THREAD INTO XBOX DISCUSSION :(
so did you guys hear about that xbox game where you play as a girl pretending to be a guy on a video game forum i hear the achievements are off the hook 8.8 shooting sports halo
I talked to Omni last night. I can see now that Omni is in fact a lady. Or so I believe.
... you pronounce it with a "c" though... :(
The fact netman has just used an image from the LCD of British humour has blown my mind.
It's appropriate.
Besides I seem to remember you having a series of LB sigs a few years ago (you know, when it was actually good). :o
[LEFT]COINCIDENTALLY, the only good seasons were the ones with the Scottish character in it.
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Ee-yay-iss.
[IMG]http://quizfarm.com/images/1105231248raymccooney.jpg[/IMG]
Good lord, my nightmares have come to life in British television.
[QUOTE=S
hey, bj does what I do! except I don't write an equally long post earlier in the argument =3
That smiley seriously looks like somebody's going balls deep in your mouth.
Or is that what it's supposed to be, I never understood what it was. =/
It's a cat face.
Lunair, your writing is boring. I hope your ****ty novel gets snored out of a publisher's office.
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I pressed F5 by accident and refreshed the page, thus deleting the three-page libel I had against Lunair, Omni, former Utah Jazz center Greg Ostertag, and Jon Ritter in Three's Company, so I decided to sum things up with the above sentence. Enjoy.
<3 you too Skitzo.
Sorry, I just felt that it had to be said. And it does, again: most of your posts are boring. That's the only thing we see of yours, so we can assume that everything else is, too. Unlike you, I let my opinion be known.
If it makes you feel any better, I think the girl in these pictures used to have a penis. I believe (s)he had a very expensive operation in Las Vegas, and after wards, changed (his/her) name from Charlie to Chelsea.
*edit* And that filthy whore needs to clean her room. I'm not using the word "whore" as an insult, because, for this woman, it looks as if the word is more descriptive than anything else I could think of. I guess "And that filthy woman who accepts money, drugs, or other forms of personal gain for sex needs to clean her room," would work, but the "whore" part made the sentence so much more to-the-point.
I don't post my stuff around for plagiarisms reasons. Besides that, sim is very one sided. I mostly use it to explore my own character, so I don't expect anyone to find it interesting besides the person I'm writing with, and myself.
As far as Omni's pictures, lol at that.
[QUOTE=S
Lunair != Sean, so I don't see why everyone's suddenly got a vendetta against him as if he was. As boring as he is, at least he's not a total fag like so many of you.
Especially you, Skitzo. :mad:
Iris wanted me to put it in her butt. I have screenshots
If you had them, you'd post them.
[quote=Bj Blaskowitz;737596]Iris wanted me to put it in her butt. I have screenshots
You brought the topic up and clearly expressed more interest than I did. :mad:
[quote=Iris;737375]Lunair != Sean, so I don't see why everyone's suddenly got a vendetta against him as if he was. As boring as he is, at least he's not a total fag like so many of you.
Especially you, Skitzo. :mad:
Yeah, I mean, he's a little bit of a pseudo-intellectual, but he != Sean, you are correct on that. Not all Sim Battlers are mega-fegs.
Lunair is like Sean, but actually a nice guy, and not prone to occasional outbursts of rape and wifebeating. Or so I assume.
That's kind of what I equate it too. Also Sean has some SERIOUS problems, Lunair's just a dude. Yeah, don't you like my ****ing fancy language.
PSEUDO-INTELLECTUAL
Because it's so rare to see.
Wait, are you making fun of me? Really, that's what I think!
idk, everyone was saying it. I felt left out for a second.
[b]THE SPICE MUST FLOW[/B]
MUADDIB
hey guys omnis a girl lol
That guy is hot!
[quote=Iris;737375]Lunair != Sean, so I don't see why everyone's suddenly got a vendetta against him as if he was. As boring as he is, at least he's not a total fag like so many of you.
Especially you, Skitzo. :mad:
It's not that I have a vendetta against Lunair (or anybody else, for that matter), I'm simply stating that I do not like his writing and would rather impale myself on my own overbite--balls first--rather than read another one of his boring writings. I don't have anything against Lunair, personally, I just think his writing could use a lot more creativity.
I think Skitzo should be a writer. That imagery with the self-impalement overbite balls thing was brilliant and very clear.
You are indeed a master of the Sarcasm, BJ, matching that of my own. Now then... perhaps we throw down some DT on Iris?
(Thread hijacked, because double-penetrating Iris is a lot more entertaining than anything else spoken in this thread.)
I'm game as long as we all love eachother and it's meaningful. :)
Oh man, throwing down some Dream Theater? Do want
No, Vamp, Double Team.:)
Still want I guess... more so Skitzo than Iris though.
Eh, if you want, you, BJ, and I could take on Iris, but I'm definitely getting the mouth. I don't dig the ball-to-ball action.
I have no problem touching balls.
shotgun anal!
I tend to be apathetic about my own room, but clean everything else in the house. Probably because seeing other people's messes annoys me, but I'm kinda messy, too. :(
I, personally, cannot live in a messy room. I have to stay clean. Otherwise I start looking for stuff and waste time. As for the rest of the house, my parents usually take care of that so I don't have to worry :p:
Im the same way. My room has to be spotless. My sister's room is horrible.
So if you are female, why Dark Nidoking and not Dark Nidoqueen?
Also denial etc.
late kit is late
My house exploded over the thought of Omni turning out to be female. Sorry about that!
Do you have at least an xbox and a tv?
Body Slam attack!
Omni's brother actually met Panic? I didn't even know they lived close to each other. Scary.
[quote=Xero;742033]Omni's brother actually met Panic? I didn't even know they lived close to each other. Scary.
Seriously? I want the story behind this.
There's a difference between holding up a picture of someone that came in the mail and meeting someone.
I misread Crazy K's post. Sorry.
Oh, I thought Panic actually met with Omni's brother. That would of been hilarious.
I think his brother would've asked to get payed for doing this. A lot of money. A LOT.
you'd be surprised. omni's brother is quite the faggot.
sounds like one too
He probably smells like one, also.
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CLEAN YOUR ROOM, WOMAN! Sheesh, some of you may remember my messy apartment thread, but, wow, that bedroom tops it.:(
It doesn't top mine!
so you're either a guy with a messy room, which is normal, or a woman who hasn't been showed, a la the back of my hand, what she should be doing with a messy room.
[quote=Omni;743314]Sorry, but I work all day and when I get home I just don't feel like doing anything but relaxing, so cleaning isn't at the top of my list all the time. :(
Work? WORK?! I want to hear no excuses, women are to be seen and not heard, unless it is ordered otherwise. Until then, clean your room, and take naked pics of yourself and send them to my e-mail address. NO DELAY!