lol Panic lol xanga lol




Posted by Crazy K

I recently found Panic's Xanga website and well i'm going to post everything that he put up on there. lol.

My first entry

Well, this weekend has sucked pretty bad. I have spent most of the time being depressed or ****ed off at different things and different people. I quit VGC this weekend. I have just had enough of the *******s and backstabbers. I found out that PHM was behind the edited pictures of Amber and I getting around and people making fun of us. Then he says how annoying it is to see them all over. Ah well, **** him. I don't need him. Sure, he was good for some new music, but that's about it. And Arcadios, well, I don't have a problem with him. I'd talk to him again if he wanted to talk to me again. He just can't take a joke. Anyway, maybe I just need a break from that place. I have been staying up late talking to Amber for the past few nights. That's been alright. I normally hate the phone, but it ain't so bad. I am on the phone with her right now as a matter of a fact. I have had a lot of time to do things with MySpace now that VGC is out of my life. I have changed mt layout like 4 times today. I think I finally found a badass one that I am gonna keep for a while. Well, I am tired of typing. See ya.




Posted by Crazy K

Monday, February 19, 2007

Today wasn't so bad really. James came over again. I didn't really want him to, but Candice was here, and I let him come over for her. I know how much is sucks not being able to see your boyfriend or girlfriend for a long time.. or even just missing one day with them. I miss Amber so much sometimes. It's such a drag. But when I get to see her it is so amazing. He didn't annoy me too bad today. No more than usual. We played a lot of Yu-Gi-Oh! I made a new deck.. but it sucks. My Spellcaster deck still owns pretty good. We went to the mall before we took him home. I bought 2 Jaden booster packs and an Aster pack. He bought an Aster pack and the new Ancient Gear Structure Deck. It looks like it's pretty good. I can't wait to duel it next time he comes over. Anyway, I am gonna go lay down in my room (which I just spent 2 hours cleaning) and watch the rest of WWE RAW in peace, then go to sleep, trying to to think about Hell.. I mean.. school tomorrow. Good night.




Posted by Crazy K

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Well, yesterday wasn't so bad. School didn't get to me like it normally does. It was just another day. I was more tired than usual first period though. I was awake again by homeroom. I feel confident that I got at least an 80 on my science notebook, which is good for me since I slack off to no end in that class. I have a 4 tests today.. but I am not going to school. Amber had to stay home from school to help her grand mom again. Amber's mom is a really ******* sometimes, especially making her kids miss school to do something she should be missing work to do. She is making Chelsea go over there and tend to her grand mom Thursday and Friday. School sucks, sure, but those kids need an education. She'll be sending Danielle over there next.. and she's only 4! Anyway, I get a day off, so it's all good. Thursday is gonna suck though. I gotta go to school and Amber is not gonna be there. I may see her in the morning and if I am lucky in the afternoon.. but she will be on an FFA trip all day. She asked me if I wanted her not to go she she could stay at school with me. Honestly, I want her so bad not to go. I want her with me, no matter if it makes her happy or not. I hate thinking like that.. but that's how my mind works. All I want is for me to be happy, even if it makes everyone else miserable. Anyway, I told her to go on the trip. It's what she wants.. and I really do hope she has fun. I am sure she will. Anyway, I went back to VGC yesterday. I missed that place. I love it, even if it doesn't love me. Already people are starting with me again. My leaving for a few days brought out the truth from a lot of people. I now know that Junior Senior doesn't like me. It doesn't matter though. She was really cool.. but I don't need her. PHM is de-repping me, being a dick. Just because we are not on speaking terms does not mean he has to be rude. I am beginning to wonder why I let myself go through the daily abuse there.. it really is not worth it, but the place is like a drug.. it's so addicting. I dunno what to do so I can just have some time away from there. I dunno how to handle the situation. And among all of that, I have a huge pimple right above my left nostril, and it hurts so ****ing bad! My **** computer messed up last night, so I couldn't post this. Anyway, back to VGC and talking to Amber on AIM.




Posted by Crazy K

Friday, February 23, 2007

It's been a few days since I have written.. I have just been thinking a lot I guess. I am so bored nowadays. I got banned from VGC for porn. I posted a link to a site I haven't been to in years. I posted it because I wanted to be banned, but I changed my mind after a second, went back and deleted the post, but by then Hyper had it screen capped.. so I was screwed. That dude is a real *******. No wonder PHM and him get along. Anyway, Iris banned me as soon as she got wind of this. That dike is ban crazy. Anyway, I have had nothing to do online. And I don't think my ban on VGC is ever gonna be lifted. I am pretty sure it's permanent by popular demand. I am better off without that place I guess. No one likes me there anyway. As far as other things go, I have just been doing a little thinking about my party. It will be fun. I need to get some stuff done (burning CDs, etc.) before the 17th. Anyway, that's all I gotta say for now. Peace.




Posted by Oforia

kids these days.....




Posted by Crazy K

Saturday, February 24, 2007

NeXi isn't mad at me :-D

I'm writing during the middle of the day, which is kinda weird because I normally wait until the night time.. but no one is here, so why not? Anyway, today has been a good day. I am talking to Amber on AIM, I have watched a few episodes of Naruto, no one is here, they are all at Crystal's birthday party. I didn't go because I don't wanna be surrounded by a bunch of little girls. They drive me nuts all the time. Anyway, I found out that NeXi is not mad at me. I thought she might have turned on me too. Her and Sanaxis are the only ones that have stayed my friends the whole time I was on VGC. The only ones. I love and respect them as my great friends for that. You know, it's weird. The whole time I was there, Arc, JS and PHM were all nice to me, and KoH was always rude. Before I was banned, KoH was nice to me, and the other three were complete douches. I still respect Arc though. He has never done anything to make me hate him. Well, I guess that's all for now. I might be back later or tomorrow. Not sure. Until next time.




Posted by Crazy K

I like how he talks about how he has problems with an internet community. It's pretty **** pathetic. He makes it out as if it's his life story.




Posted by Crazy K

Friday, March 16, 2007

It's been a while

Well, it has been a while since I've written anything. A lot has happened since last we met. I turned 18, got my permit, started driving and some other stuff too. I'm not too bad at driving. It's actually pretty easy and it's fun. I think I'll be able to pass the test on September 7th. That's when I am supposed to take it. School has been boring as usual. It's finally Friday. This week has gone so slow. The week before was really fun. There was HSPA testing going on so me and all of the other seniors who didn't have to take the tests got to chill in the gym. Listen to music, play volleyball, table tennis or basketball, etc. It was pretty cool. I had to take the math part of the test on Tuesday, but it wasn't so bad. All of the days were half days but Friday. That ****ed me off beyond belief. Why would they give us a full day Friday? All of the seniors are tired from playing or just chilling all day and all of the other students are tired from testing. Anyway, I got through it and now it's a week later. I haven't been to VGC in a long time. I am trying to remove it from my life all together. I am trying not to write about it too, so let's get off of the subject. Tomorrow Candice and I are having a combined birthday party. I invited a lot of people. Like 14 or so. I only think that half of them will show up, but that's still 7 people. It will be a good time. We're gonna chill in the basement, listen to music and eat. I hope I get another guitar controller so that Adam and I can play Guitar Hero 2 together. And I hope mom mom and pop pop get me Guitar Her 1 for my birthday. I was gonna get a tattoo but I wanna lose a little weight before I get it done. I don't want it to get messed up if I lose weight. I am gonna get a Heartagram on my right upper arm with 666 in the middle. I am not sure of the color though. Either crimson red (tribute to one of their songs) or black just because it's awesome. While we're on the subject of me losing weight, yesterday I worked out a little. I walked around a lot and I was gonna do some ab stuff but we had to go to the dollar store. It's all good though. I am gonna walk up and down the basement stairs for a while today since it's hailing outside. That ****ed ice hurts my neck. I'll be going up and down all night anyway. Candice and I have to set up for the party. She should be here soon. Well I guess that's about it for now. I'll try to remember to write again soon. See ya.




Posted by Omni

Are those real? If so, move this thread to the Wacko board.




Posted by Crazy K

Monday, March 26, 2007

Well, a lot of things have happened since the last time that I posted here. Candice and James broke up some time ago and they got back together on Saturday. I am really happy for them. They are one of my favorite couples. It's my best friend and my cousin. How could it be better? I love seeing them happy. Anyway, James, Candice and I all decided to walk to the park on Saturday after some extreme boredom started to come after us. On the way there, we found an awesome new hangout. There is this road near my house with a bunch of old trashed truck pieces, a grave yard, a bunch of trees and like 3 houses. In the middle of it all is an abandoned looking playground. We are totally gonna chill there from now on. Anyway, we kept walking to the park, acting a fool. We finally got there and started walking towards the woods after we chilled on the swings for a while. I wanted to try to find this island type thing I saw one time when I was hanging out with Tina a while ago. We couldn't find it. We did find this weird bonfire place though. I had never seen it before. There was a couch, a bunch of wooden pallets, all kinds of stuff. It was weird. We got out of there pretty quickly though. It was creepy. On the way back there, there was a Jeep. I think that there were people having sex in it, because when they saw us coming, they left. Anyway, we went to the other side of the woods to explore. It was all flooded and full of thorns. We finally got past the minor water and thorns. After that the thorns just got so think we decided to come back. We went back to my house and had some food. We was some hungry niggas. Anyway, that's the most interesting thing that has happened to me in a long time. That's all I gotta say for now. Peace.




Posted by Klarth

Panic's internet life: OH THE DRAMA LOOK AT ALL THESE VIBRANT PERSONALITIES

Panic's real life: oh **** i dropped another doughnut. [weeping]




Posted by Crazy K

lol




Posted by Omni

Post more before he finds out and deletes it.




Posted by Oforia

james: I WANT TO DUEL YOU IN THE NEW TREEHOUSE!
panic: it's all the way outside though
james: oh **** you're right




Posted by Crazy K

I'll post the pictures, he has no more posts.

[IMG]http://x90.xanga.com/313d3762d4730107805192/m76415730.jpg[/IMG]

****ing gross. I feel sick now.
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Posted by Omni

2nd one I do not have. Save'd when I get home for epic 4chan repost.




Posted by Crazy K

I got a chuckle out of this.

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Posted by Crazy K

Also here is a message I sent panic through Myspace with a fake account.

RE: Hey Panic
Body: WireForums was associated with VGChat. A lot of the same members. I can't stand VGChat. I guess that's the only real reason I have.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: DeShaun (Me)
Date: Jul 8, 2007 2:14 AM


Hey this is cenafan from Wireforums. Sorry to see you have left. What was the reason? Also dude add me on myspace. Piece homie.




Posted by Oforia

haha, you heartless bastards. Did you not get your bullying urges out of your system in highschool? Or were you the ones being picked on? Maybe you should become cops. It seems that all cops were the nerdy kids in school who want to return the favor to society.




Posted by Omni


Quoting Crazy K: Also here is a message I sent panic through Myspace with a fake account.

RE: Hey Panic
Body: WireForums was associated with VGChat. A lot of the same members. I can't stand VGChat. I guess that's the only real reason I have.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: DeShaun (Me)
Date: Jul 8, 2007 2:14 AM


Hey this is cenafan from Wireforums. Sorry to see you have left. What was the reason? Also dude add me on myspace. Piece homie.


Yeah, I remember that. Hope he adds you for epic photo gallery raiding.



Posted by Crazy K

hope is what we need.

loly




Posted by Oforia

How old did he say he was? 18?

He looks about 13-14 to me.




Posted by Crazy K

[quote=Oforia;620287]How old did he say he was? 18?

He looks about 13-14 to me.

Well it looks like he has a gay stash, so I would say he is 18, but he does not act it.




Posted by Oforia

I remember seeing those on 8th and 9th graders back in the day.




Posted by Crazy K

[quote=Oforia;620301]I remember seeing those on 8th and 9th graders back in the day.

lol, yeah true.




Posted by Arcadios

Jesus Christ




Posted by Crazy K

I can't see how anyone takes an internet forum so serious. It's like its his school.




Posted by Kit

oh lawd, that's sad...:S




Posted by Crazy K

Sad and pathetic.




Posted by Iris

Can't decide which is more pathetic. Panic's life or the fact that people are actually stalking him online.




Posted by Dark Bulb 4.3

[quote=Iris;620662]Can't decide which is more pathetic. Panic's life or the fact that people are actually stalking him online.

probably both, but it's probably entertaining

if he were still active at least




Posted by Crazy K

[quote=Iris;620662]Can't decide which is more pathetic. Panic's life or the fact that people are actually stalking him online.

Who cares? it's the internet.




Posted by Crazy K

I got another message from Panic on myspace with my fake account:

Panic Said:

They didn't do anything to me on WireForums. They were pretty nice to me there. There are a few members on VGC that were *******s. One in particular that I didn't like (Omni on VGC, Mother Mercury on WF). When he came to WireForums, I left. I hate that bastard. He acted all friendly towards me, then when he found on opportunity to be friends with all of the big shots on VGC, he screwed me over. The other members of VGC that are no good include netman, Klarth, Vampiro V. Empire, Arcadios, Zeta, Junior Senior, Grave Wisdom, Crazy K, Omni, and a few others that I can't remember right now.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: [URL="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vcHJvZmlsZS5teXNwYWNlLmNvbS9pbmRleC5jZm0/ZnVzZWFjdGlvbj11c2VyLnZpZXdwcm9maWxlJmZyaWVuZGlkPTE0NDIzOTE5MyZteXRva2VuPTdlNGY1NDA3LTE5MWQtNDkyMi04MWE5LTdkMTYyMDA3ZGE4Yg=="]DeShaun[/URL] (me)
Date: Jul 10, 2007 2:03 PM


I see. I have yet to post anything on wireforums. But hey dude you should add me on myspace.

Anyways what did they do to u on vgc and wireforums?




Posted by Vampiro V. Empire


Quoted post: if he were still active at least


he would be if I didn't ban him =3



Posted by Crazy K

[IMG]http://a201.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/40/l_42a7e3721d5aefa7d1ba116368c359a8.jpg[/IMG]

I think we are going to be seeing some lesbian action.




Posted by Omni

That message he sent you made me LOL.




Posted by Crazy K

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Posted by Crazy K

[quote=Omni;622848]That message he sent you made me LOL.

lol. I like how he included me. I feel rad.




Posted by Crazy K

New message on muhspace

Panic:


Those people find the smallest thing wrong with you and they extort it. They're terrible people. Anyway, if you wanna join a cool forum with very nice people, check out http://mercury.kametsu.com/forums/index.php I am a member there too. If you register, it will ask you if someone referred you. Put Retropusso in the box where it asks you. That's my name there. I am trying to get my referrals up. Thanks.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: [URL="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vcHJvZmlsZS5teXNwYWNlLmNvbS9pbmRleC5jZm0/ZnVzZWFjdGlvbj11c2VyLnZpZXdwcm9maWxlJmZyaWVuZGlkPTE0NDIzOTE5MyZNeVRva2VuPTBkMGE0ZGNlLWNlNjMtNDc3My05ZDY2LTA5NzBjOGI1YjlkNA=="]DeShaun[/URL] (me)
Date: Jul 13, 2007 1:43 AM


I probably wont be join VGC then. They sound like real jerk offs. Anyways I probably wont bother with Wire forums. Anyways I can't see how some people could be so rude.




Posted by Shadow

One Question: Does he really think that the "fake-account" of yours, likes him?




Posted by Fate

Poor guy. He seems fine with just his girlfriend. :(




Posted by Crazy K

lol panics got a youtube video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qx9PB6pbHnQ




Posted by Crazy K

And its pretty gay




Posted by Crazy K

lol I guess he has his own forum. lol http://selfproclaimed.hqforums.com/index.php?sid=7b08430fa55ce42eacc5770679be28d4




Posted by The Hate

MMM o yea I love his man titties. How the hell do u find this stuff.




Posted by Lysol

lol