The End....

[Fei-on Castor]

Okay, I have been dating a girl for just under 4 years now.

And I think we're done. I've done everything for this girl, but she is so dang stubborn and unwilling to compromise for me. I don't think that words could express how much she means to me. I don't know if any of you have read the stuff I've written about her in the past, but if you have, you'll know how much I love her. Anyway, I'm too depressed to get back into it. Maybe once it's all over...

Anyway, I'm just letting everyone know in case I snap or freak out at someone, don't take it personally.

This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done in my life so far. Wish me luck.... I'm going to need a bunch of support, and since I have no real life friends, it's pretty much down to you guys.

God, if ever I wanted some drugs...

Feion

[NES Queen]

drugs are never the right answer....

its very hard loving someone when they are not ready to accept that love. in order for relationships to work and grow, both people involved need to be comfortable with themselves and have at least some self-awareness to know their good points and bad. you don't have to be a perfect person in this world, but you do need to be able to recognize when you do shltty things. being selfish and ignoring the needs of your other half is quite shltty.

something that we all need to accept and understand is that you can't change people. you can point out traits or behaviors they do and explain why you consider it bad or how it hurts you, but it is up to them to see it for themself and want to change.

taking time apart from her is probably the best thing for you. i think you can agree that you didn't have the healthiest or most "normal" of relationships with this girl. just because you are taking a break does not necessarily mean its the end. she needs time to be on her own and grow up. maybe then you can get back together, or if not, you'll just have to learn how to be supportive in the role of just friends. its not fair to give out your heart and soul to someone who doesn't deserve it.